Dysfunctional soul

"Silence is a place of great power and healing" Anonymus

Sometimes people tell you do this do that but you definetly can't. Your body don't want. It just screams silently and you get achy.

You don't say a word to others you just hear their advices.

You smile in a crowd. You know some can't understand. They can't understand your withdrawal, your cry of help, your behavior toward them.

They don't know you and they think they do. That make you angry when they say you are an hypocrite. You know you have understood who they are. Yeah sometimes they are too judgemental critical or deceived. They just can't help anyhow.

It is not your first withdrawal you got some before. You recharge and create that way. You have deep feelings hard to deal with. You need your time to care about you.

You are not dumb or lacking of relationship. You gave too much forgetting to give time to yourself. You get sometimes panic attacks so that even noises are too much to bear.

You are in your bubble...outside you prefer beeing silencious.

They think you are a DYSFUNCTIONNING SOUL but you know you are a WARRIOR SOUL!